My name is CeeCee James, author of the bestselling memoir series, "Ghost No More". I am a survivor of, and an advocate for adult survivors of child abuse.

The past cannot be changed, however, we can chose how we face our future. I can't go back to undo the things that were done to me, but I have the last word in how I deal with my life onwards. I have chosen a path of faith and happiness and you can too.

Occasionally weep deeply over the life you hoped would be. Grieve the losses. Then wash your face. Trust God. And embrace the life you have. 

John Piper

No matter how it feels, you aren't alone. Never give up. There is light at the end of the tunnel. There is no guarantee that it's going to be easy, and I don't have all the answers. But I promise God has a way to bring beauty for the ashes in our lives. I hope my story will help by showing my personal struggle and the different ways he has done it in mine.